for him </3

[bipolar]

i wrote this as a song... but i know you won't know the music part of it so i guess its kinda like a poem..? whatever. for him</3


I know right now it seems so far away to us all
But to tell the truth there is no age for love
My heart is breaking while I write this down
So will you please just go along with it
I want the best for myself believe me I do
But I don’t think I could ever fall in love
It seems like maybe I just have no heart
But I know that if I do it’ll be yours
All yours

And I swear to god these words are true
If I ever fall in love it’ll be with you
And I know you’ll never feel the same
So please just lie and say you love me too

I guess maybe I’m a little bit mean
To let you love me and still turn you down
I know I said no I thought I was doing the right thing
I couldn’t break her heart like that.
Turns out, sometimes, the right thing comes and stabs you in the back
I guess, I was wrong, and now it’s too late to get you back
But I want you to know

And I swear to god these words are true
If I ever fall in love it’ll be with you
And I know you’ll never feel the same
So please just lie and say you love me too

I guess I was wrong
I wish I wasn’t wrong
But I think I love you!

And I swear to god these words are true
I will always be in love with you
And I know you’ll never feel the same
So please just lie and say you love me too

If I ever fall in love it’ll be with you
You are my first love
And I know you’ll only break my heart
Unless you lie and say you love me too.

[Disastrously Rose]

I'm so sorry that that is happening to you and you are feeling this way, assuming that you are actually going through this situation, but at least something good came out of it: an amazing song! I love it, it has a good feel and ring to it. It's heart wrenching and deep, but that just makes it all the more gorgeous. I love it! I truly do.

Scarlett Rose

x

[bipolar]

thank youu