[mindflower]

I'm realizing now that so many people want me to stop, even if I really... really don't want to. So I might just start posting in here, a day to day process. I've gone pretty much a month and a couple of days (I'm not counting this small scratch I made). So yeah.
What I'm doing recently is talking about my feelings, and realizing how addicted I really am. Its come to the point where I can't control my own decisions without taking into account how much I think I need SH. I'm talking to a couple of my friends about it, and I might draw a butterfly, just for the hell of it.