[Wickgaga]

I'm 200% fed up with being alive.

Ugh, I don't know whether to damage myself in rage or sit and cry.

I'm so fucking sick of the people I live with.
I don't want to find a shitty job, so I can work with shitty people in this town, have a shitty home because I'm not getting anywhere, and deal with the shitty people in my life. I have no motivation or will to even do anything. I don't want to do anything. I didn't sign up for "life".

Thanks mom for keeping that abusive prick around my whole life. Thanks for being just as shitty yourself. A+ job to my family for constantly putting me down because I'm not doing what they all were at my age. SORRY, but maybe if you knew anything about me I do have several issues of my own that I can't handle, and your comments do not help.

This whole weekend has pushed me waaaay over the edge. I feel like I'll be staying over it for a long time...