As a little girl I was taught to love myself and I always have until I got into highschool. My self-image as of who I am and my outer appearance deteriorated instantly. I am entering the last year of highschool in the fall. Lots of pressure. With everything I have to do, i just want to be able to control one thing, my self-image. Its gotten so bad that I only eat one meal a day. It bothers me but again it doesn't. I'll just look better for senior pics I guess. I'm trying so hard not to fall into this cycle again.
I really don't want to, this is a miserable thing to go through, and I hate myself for what I am thinking now.