[hopperslover552000]

last summer my boyfriend of 1 and a half years died from a car accident from a drunk driver we literally spent almost all day everyday together and loved each other a lot .the night he died we were headed to a movie .I remember getting out of the car at the mall and waiting for about ten minutes then I got a text from him I expected it to say that his mom was running late but when I saw it it said "you'll never know how much I loved you baby" then I frantically called him a paramedic picked up his phone and told me tyler had just died.I can't get over it I am constantly sad and can't talk to my parents because they didn't know about us my friends would always have their parents drop me off at the mall or wherever we were going I am afraid if I tell them they will be angry with me and I will be in major trouble I am not in a good place mentally right now I can't sleep and have to act happy around my parents I need help so I can sleep again