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Re: Say something you wish you could say to their face. - January 4th 2014, 05:31 AM
Yes, I probably do need counseling. But you know what...in a strange way I like the hurt...it makes me feel real, alive. Maybe that's what being alive is, learning to live through the sadness. Learning to see through the delusion of happiness, to the bare bones of things. You know what? I'm afraid to admit that I might be broken. I am afraid to trust someone that much, open up that much. I am afraid to find out that I'm crazy. I am afraid to find out that I am exactly like you.

I am the one who loved you. I am the one who stayed. I am the one and you walked away. I am the one who waited, and now you act like you just don't give a damn. Like you never knew who I am.
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