[house-of-usher]

Things are not seeming to get any better. I have tried various things to try to get better than what I have been, but nothing has seemed to work. I am scared to tell anyone about anything that I have been going through, but I don't know what to do anymore. I am really scared to tell anyone about what is going on. It is really bad to say, but I tried to hurt myself at church because I felt really anxious and alone. I want to tell my psychiatrist about what I am going though, but I am afraid for when the time would come that my parents would be told about what is going on. My parents already know that I have depression and about my thoughts of suicide and at least a little about my suicide attempt, but I don't know how they are going to react to the aspect of me self harming myself.