[mindflower]

I don't think I like cute boy from bus as much anymore and I feel bad.
I love Matthew and I want to rip my heart out and bury it. And he asked me to go out for ice-cream or watch a movie with him last night and I had to tell him no.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT I DID LAST NIGHT INSTEAD???
I listened to my dumbfuck parents fight LITERALLY FOR 5 HOURS.
I didn't get any sleep and now I'm in school and I want to cry so much
I don't want to march tonight at the game at all at all at all.