So I just turned 16 years old, just started my junior year in high school, and my 2nd year of vet tech in a
vo-tech school, and Ive been thinking about having a baby for over a year now (I wasnt ever going to have one before 16 at the youngest, because I know it is a better decision to wait till Im way older. But I just dont know how to resist the fact that Im ready and I want a baby.).... And my boyfriend said that he thinks we might be ready. But my parents already HATE my boyfriend....
Hes a little older and will be getting a good job soon (And Im currently looking), as well as will be getting an apartment soon. I know we'll be financially ready, but I'm just really scared of how my parents would react.
I told him I wanted to wait at LEAST till I finished junior year, though I really think we could now.
I know a lot of people are gonna say that its "just hormones", or that I'm not ready because I'm young, but I know I'm ready.
I took care of my little half-brother when he was born at only 8 years old while his mother was drunk and our father was at work, along with a couple of my cousins between now and then. Ive always been amazing with kids!
So, my struggles are pretty much deciding on
A) How long I can wait
B) How to tell parents that I am (When I am)
C) Worrying about how I'll be able to see my boyfriend
Help?
Please don't yell at me, telling me that I'm a terrible person, that there is just no way I'm ready, all that.... I dont mind if you have that opinion, Im conflicted myself. But please, don't be mean or rude about it.