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Re: Screaming thread. - November 7th 2014, 10:44 AM
I am trying not to think about it. It sucks. How can you stop thoughts? Make it go away. I close my eyes and I can see him laughing! I hate this. I fucking hate him for what he did to me. I fucking hate myself for being me. I thought I was strong enough to get over it. Its been 2 years and the weakling in me refuses to forget anything. I want to everything. I am so fed up. I don't want to be me anymore. I am such a fucking failure.I am such a fucking loser.
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