I can't thank you guys enough for the support!
I love her, I broke down crying during school because I was so worried :/ she's ok now though. Me and her friend who I was with shared messages she sent us. He said she felt numb and didn't want me to know, she had enough, sent images from the movie 'suicide room' and was suicidal. She trashed her room. She released and she's ok now
I decided I'll run across Birmingham to see her, and she according to her nan, had a heart attack when she found out I was there, in the good way! She was happy to see me
and we had a few good minutes with her
her nan drove me home and she got out the car and she said, I have something for you to get rid of, and it was a blade, I threw it away on the motor way, I know she has more though. She's at her mums, I can see the future, but she will be ok...