[Kate*]

If you could tell me SOMETHING even if it's that you won't consider it, that would be enough. I can't close the chapter until I have a final answer. I would LOVE to have either of them supervise me, but that's impossible without a serious miracle.

When that hurts and makes it worse instead of helping, it's time to stop using it. They're probably sick of me anyway.

When I said that, I wasn't kidding. You're the professionals and I will never be one now, so give me one good reason not to do that, go ahead... That's what I thought. I always said that if this happened it would be my breaking point, I'm FUCKING DONE. This is it, I swear. I literally can't hold on any more and fighting obviously makes no difference so I'm done forcing myself to try.