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can't get over it...tortured for 3 years. - January 3rd 2015, 03:27 AM

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I was locked up when I was fifteen and put in solitary confinement for three years and eight months. My mind is unrecognizable. I've been fantasizing about hurting people... The people who did this to me. I can't get it out of my fucking head. I need closure but idk what to do. I'll never be the same. I can't even look at a cop without hating my life. Every time I hear a metallic clink I almost pass out. I'm always depressed or angry. Help. Somebody.

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