I am a Christian. I dont call it a religion that much. I consider it as more of a relationship with God. God loves everyone and you so much and his mercy and compassion are endless. You should pray to God alone in your room and speak to him. You dont need to be in a church to prqy or have a relationshop with God. You're right, Jesus sied so we could bw forgiven of anything and be happy!
PM if you ever want to talk!^^