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he yelled at me
I arrived late to school because of what happened this morning.
I didn't participate in class
I was tearing up in class and not paying attention to what was going on
I wanted to say something in the class discussion but by the time I raised my hand, everyone was packing up because class was over.
I have no idea what I'll be doing for my second paper.
I can tell from classmates and professor's responses in the discussion that I'm an outlier. I feel differently about these topics. They keep comparing the USA to European countries like it is ideal. That's not necessarily true. I mean higher standard of living makes people too comfortable to change. The end goal shouldn't be higher standard of living. That's like saying giving out free T.V.s is going to solve hunger.
idk
overall hopeless.