[Iampathetic]

I hate myself...

My mom drinks alcohol and it affects my life horribly. I am only 11, going on 12, but my mom seems to act.. funny.. when she drinks. She isn't drunk, she just acts different. I hate it. I feel uncomfortable and I spend all night thinking about it. I always go to bed very early because when I wake up, It's all over.. I've escaped..

For now.

Everytime I hear a beer can open, I beat myself up.
Everytime someone talks about how they like alcohol, I hack them or do something else to them.

If you don't like alcohol just because it tastes bad, then screw you and I hope you die.

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In other words, I am very depressed due to alcohol. I don't care if you think I'm over sensitive. It bothers ME.