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alcohol makes me feel better - July 28th 2015, 08:31 PM
I don't have an addiction. I don't drink often enough for it to count. But I've noticed that when I feel really down I drink because it makes me feel something, and so often I just feel numb. Sometimes it's ok because I drink and I feel happier, but more often than not it makes me feel really sad and I cry a lot and I end up being more likely to cut or overdose. But even feeling that sad is better than feeling empty. I'm not sure why I'm posting, what I'm asking, I'm just beginning to feel a bit worried about this pattern of behaviour.

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