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Re: Screaming thread. - August 26th 2015, 06:47 AM
Okay, so let me get this straight; after 10 months of mostly soul crushing depression and suicidal ideation I managed to get less than 24 hours of feeling okay, followed by the WORST stomach pain and worse of my LIFE (and I'm getting it again) and then said depression came back. I am doing the best I can to hold on, but I'm only so strong. I can't be expected to do this forever. Add that I get to settle for a life I really don't want in place of the one I had always dreamed of because I was born broken and it's going to get worse and I really don't see the point of fighting.

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