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Re: Screaming thread. -
December 10th 2015, 03:09 AM
And yet another GREAT IDEA travel plan. Just bloody fantastic. Thanks a lot. Next winter break just let me stay here and keep several states between us. Who cares about spending christmas together. It's not like we're an actually family. It's not like you won't just yell and lecture and belittle and insult every time i see you. It's not like you wouldn't prefer i had never been part of your life. Thanks for the lectures. No i will not lie and claim to have a medical condition i do not have.
Just fucking leave me alone
Speaking final friday, research story due friday, work all weekend, essay final monday, written final wednesday, calc final thursday, work all thursday afternoon, hour walk to the bus station and then hour bus ride to the airport, just a backpack or duffle bag to pack clothes for two weeks in. And I am not going anywhere without my books.
Hand bruised from punching the wall repeatedly in hopeless frustration.
mom's going to flip if/when she sees my wrist.
No energy to do anything. No motivation. Mind filled with fog. Can't eat sleep or think.
Knife, would you just find the right spot and cut deep enough already?!
Blood, would you just keep flowing and not stop?!
Would you just let me die already
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