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Degrading sex? - April 16th 2016, 03:56 PM

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When I was 15 I was sexually assaulted by someone close to me. I made it very clear that I did not want that to happen, begging to stop. Now I am 22 and can't stop having destructive, unhealthy, and degrading sex. I'm attracted to pain and choking, and basically being just a piece of shit hole to fuck. I feel so disgusting afterward that I just crawl into a ball and cry, but I can't stop. I tell myself not to do it, not to put myself alone with people for this reason, but I always get talked into it or start it myself... What is wrong with me?