[Kate*]

I know I'm over thinking, but I can't tell if you responded in record time because you actually care like you said, to appease me so I'll leave you alone because I'm just an annoying hassle who doesn't need anything from you(at least not that you can give me), or if you just have less to do so you managed to respond sooner. Since I'm considering this again, I'd like to know, but it's not like I can ask. You responded and it wasn't generic. That should be enough. I wish this hadn't destroyed what was left of my trust.

How much of this was really my fault, how much of it was me, but not my fault, and how much of it was you being a bunch of hypocrites? I guess I'll never know. Why is it that I can do everything right and end up being the only one who gets screwed? It's not like I deserve it, even I know better than that.

I understand your denial, but if that's what this is, your denial helps no one.