I've cut every day since April 20th...
none of them have completely healed yet... so there's over 100 cuts on leg...
some of them may be infected... though i'm not sure... last time i cut was an hour or 2 ago... i found out that one of my friends OD'
ed really bad last night.. and that she's in the hospital... and the doctors had to put her in a coma b/c of all the chemicals in her system...
I don't know what hospital she's at... or if she's ok... and the only 2 people who have more information than I do.. aren't answering my texts..
this past week has been literal hell.... i don't know how much longer i can take all of this shit...
the first thing I go to when i'm upset, frusterated, mad, depressed... anything.... is cutting...
I don't know what to do...