[nothereanymore]

Chess, if you see this, it is NOT directed at you. <3

I can't get them to read the book to save my life. They say they want to only to placate me and they keep saying they'll do it but they don't. It's been two-plus years and she still hasn't read it. I don't even think she's tried. I don't know why they do that if they don't but keep saying they will. But I guess that's what I get for not being great at keeping promises either. Even more reason to feel like shit. My friends don't want to read the writing despite their interest because I'm a shitty person. Nice. Like just say you don't want to. It's not that hard and it'll hurt less.