[Kate*]

You know what else I can do because of it? HEAR YOU TALKING ABOUT ME What the fuck is WRONG with you?! Don't act like you're okay with everything and then talk to her about me behind my fucking back!!! It's not like I'm HAPPY about any of this for fuck sake, but if you'd rather I'd kill myself that could be arranged. And why do they have to know everything?! and THIS is why I don't tell my family anything. None of them can keep their FUCKING mouths shut!!!! I'm WELL aware that you're now ashamed of me and the fact that I'm left with a miserably sad life. I'm ashamed of it too, but it's not like I didn't try to make something livable out of it.