[Nightblood.]

I fucking resent having a sleep disorder on nights like this. I can't believe I forgot to take my fucking medicine until 2 hours too late. So now my options are to stay up/try to sleep but fail 2 more hours until I'd normally take round 2, and hopefully get 4 hours of sleep. Or take it now, at 4am, set an alarm for 7 so I can take fucking birth control but probably throw up for interrupting sleep.

And no matter what it'll be too late when I get up to take my day med, which probably won't do shit to keep me awake anyways after such a terrible god damn night. I can't win. God help anyone who tells me how tired they are tomorrow.