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Re: Extremely lonely. - February 13th 2018, 03:39 AM

I have tried all of this. Everything.. basically I've walked around, donated money, I've given away some of my prized possessions, I've tried books, I've tried pool, I've tried going to cat cafes, I've tried video gaming, I've tried music, I've tried meeting other people (I got used for money, and there's this guy who backstabs me all the time and won't ever pay me back.. and makes me feel stupid and bad whenever i make a statement ) I've tried rescuing strays, I've tried sports, I've tried driving, I've tried swimming, I've tried walking around alone (just compounds the loneliness) I've tried everything.

I've tried sign language,I've tried travelling.. I've even tried joining things like meetup.com , and they dont ever want to create deep connections. Hi and bye is all they're interested in, but I want something deeper than that.

Everything. Everything. I've tried it all.

It's all just made it worse.


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