[Kate*]

Back to work tomorrow, but at least it's not 5 days in a row this week, and I'll get my birthday off.

I'm paranoid because I rounded by 2 weeks that it's going to come back to bite me, but they have the correct information that counts and if it's all accepted in time, it'll only be 5 days before that actually happens. I'm also nervous about work tomorrow for no reason. It's times like these I'm reminded that the meds don't completely resolve the anxiety, and part of me wonders if they're going to stop working.

I wrote that in my millionth attempt at closure, I hope it works this time. It's exhausted me. In a way that's a good sign.