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Re: Was I even raped? - May 12th 2018, 05:05 PM
Thats a good tip. Luckily he is trying to quit smoking. I think part of it is that Im in denial. Last night it really hit me for the first time and I couldnt stop crying for 2 hours. I just dont really know what to do.

You hear stories about all these strong brave women who went through horrific attacks and it makes me feel dumb for feeling bad about being decieved by a friend. And I dont have anyone to talk to because He is friends with everyone I know.

How do I heal when I see him in town all ghe time? (Its a very small town with 3 streets and everyone knows everyone)

I realized that I have a hard time looking at myself in the mirror anymore

Im just a jumbled up mess of feelings

'It'll all be okay in the end. If it's not okay, it's not the end'
~John Lennon