[Fanatic]

I feel lonely. I feel like I'm struggling through things alone just like when I was dealing with my childhood sexual abuse alone. I cant get help due to circumstances so i rely so much on teenhelp now. Im afraid to eat much because Im afraid its going to run out. I'm afraid of being broke because I rely on it so much to pay my credit cards and food. Now I have to rely on it again for something I need for school. I want to escape from reality and be somewhere else please.