I'm so overwhelmed and I don't fully understand what the fuck I'm doing.

My mentor is super busy and stressed so she ran through it quickly and I feel. Overwhelmed.

It doesn't help that I'm doing shit that I won't get credit for so I'm gonna have really crappy numbers this week.

I came close to cutting Sunday night and I keep thinking about it today.

Why do I let stress get to me like this.

Just keep hoping another position opens up.