[NeuroBeautiful]

Thank you everyone for reading and replying. I'm really glad I chose to post it here rather than to send it to her. I had her email address and almost sent it to her. The email is still sittibg in my draft folder.

Last week was weird for me, I've been activated into a fight mode for some reason. If it wasn't for miraculously tapping into my wise mind, I might've actually clicked the send button and regretted it soon after I calm down. I posted it on a different platform but it was deleted by the admin bevause it apparently goes against the rules and I was removed from the group (I thought it was a glitch so I kept reposting it and the admin took that as me repeatedly breaking the rules) I got added back in and the misunderstanding was cleared up. I'm thankful I have an outlet here.