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This one friend is the source of all my happiness but also all my pain - February 8th 2021, 01:05 PM

[FONT=""][COLOR=""][SIZE=""]She is my only friend, i have bad social anxiety and can't really trust anyone, but i trust her. Most of the time i'm with her i'm the happiest i can be, we get along and enjoy each others company. But sometimes i feel awful because of her. She often males me feel bad for eating a lot, often tells me she is mad at me but doesn't tell me her reason and makes me apologize,...
I keep telling myself that she is a bad friend but then i realize that i am most likely also a bad friend and feel selfish for thinking it. Even if she is mean to me, she is the only thing that makes me (occasionally) happy and without her i would be terribly lonely.
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