[Kate*]

This review will be very interesting. The guy who can't sugarcoat anything hasn't had anything negative to say, but the atmosphere has shifted the last 2 days, I'm no longer comfortable and I'm sick of it triggering the shit out of me. I will never be good enough, and have given up on succeeding; even though the full-time will be available once he's promoted, we both know I have no shot at it, which means he's absolutely playing favorites, and I will 100% tell him I have given up.

Apathy and depression are setting in hard. Work has shifted into very negative, yesterday was weird, then I was triggered, and I've been off since. I don't know what's going on, but I hate it. I think I just want this review over with so I can talk to him and get it all out there.