[Kate*]

I FINALLY got it all sorted out, so OF COURSE you would CHANGE yours! I'm asking nicely for you to put mine back. Then I ask not so nicely, then I just call off. And, even if you say that wasn't "official" you don't have to know that I gave them the original one to believe they got theirs done first since yours was late. It just looks like you switched us, and you have plenty of options to change it back.

So, I'm either switching 2 shifts with somebody, or I'm giving it up. Because I'd rather be there, and I'm not torturing myself because you're an asshole; no matter how good the money is.

I want that to mean something it doesn't. I have to keep myself from getting excited over something that doesn't exist. And I feel bad bugging you with it, but you keep responding.