[Em0bxy]

So I'm in my first serious relationship, we've been dating for three months, and a hand full of days. Yesterday while on the phone I saw my ex peak out in my boyfriend. He asked for one of my sweatshirts and I said no, and he said "You will give me one, you don't know how easily I can make you break". ok toxicity going BURR???? And he kept ignoring during the call because he was "busy watching youtube" and harassed me into watching a video I didn't want to watch(not inappropriate or anything, just wasn't in the mood). What should I do? My mom and dad said don't wear a sweatshirt and see what happens. I said if he puts his hands on me were over. But I don't have the heart to break up with him. I just don't. He could rape me and I wouldn't care. I'd still be with him. But at the same time I can't put myself back into a position were I'm being used. and I feel like I kind of am because he keeps asking for things from me, true he gives things back but they're not my stuff he gives back. I'm never going to see my first two sweatshirts again, he already promised that one. God what to I fucking do?