Re: suicidal ideation vent -
June 15th 2025, 07:45 PM
I've been on a 1-1 before, I've lost ROOM privileges before unless I was going to sleep, and I'd be removed if I started to hurt myself and got caught, even if it was past unit bed time. i'd be up until like 10 or 11(past second shift) and then go to bed, and then STILL have to be restrained before the night is over. So I'm definitely aware it's hard, but I've almost done it. I had to be physically lifted off the floor to be able to cooperate, and then got an IM to calm me down. So yeah.
I can't help but repeat myself
"I know it's not your fault"
Still lately, I begin to shake
For no reason at all
~ I can't handle change - Roar ~
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