[Em0bxy]

#1
Real and Fake
I can’t tell what’s real and what’s fake
Everything feels like one big blur
The life events are turning into a swirl
I talk to you calmly and unfazed
But theres something in my mind
What’s real and what’s fake?
That’s the question on my mind consistantly
I can’t tell what’s real and what’s fake
I’m hearing voies that aren’t coming from anybodies mouths
I’m seeing things nobody else can
So a valid question I have is
What’s real and what’s fake?
Is it a hallucination?
My imagination is runnin’ wild huh?
Or is it real?
I can’t tell what’s real or what’s fake
I wish I could
Everything feels like one big tornado
My life turning upside down
And inside out
Like when you go from a super warm shower to ice cold
Or the warmth of your bed in the morning to the cold of the morning air
I can’t tell what’s real and what’s
Fake
~Rae Parker~

#2
I’m a fool
I believed everything you told me
I believed everything you showed me
I believed you
I’m a fool
You weren’t even real
I believed every word you said
Every lie you told
Everything you showed me
From your red eyes
To your white lies
I believed it all
Now you left me wondering what’s even real
I’m a fool
They ask me
Close your eyes
Does that help
No
I still hear you
I still see you
They say you play with my depression like a puppet
Or am I the puppet
To your puppeteer
Should I continue to believe you
Or finally admit to myself that
I’m a fool
~Rae Parker~