[Em0bxy]

When you were six you'd play with your barbies and trucks without phase
When you were seven you began to think now you're older, but you were still so young
then eight
then nine
Now you're ten and you're starting to discover middle school, boys, and puberty
Eleven rolls around and you start secret dating
Now you're twelve
Twelve brings nightmares you'd never expect
you've met nice boys and evil
and you don't understand how two can be true at the same time
You start developing bad behaviors like cutting yourself and crying yourself to sleep at night
Thirteen comes by and now you're a teen
wishing you could go back in time
wanting to be that six year old again
if you played with barbies and trucks now you'd be a disgrace
You had to be adult and feminine now
Trucks and blue wasn't an option
Boys seductively look at you, thinking your body is hot
and the male validation gives you confidence
but not a good kind
you learn you're only pretty when you don't eat enough
making your body what the boys find attractive
-Madison-