[Ballsack]

I forgot today is the day I'm supposed to pay the down payment for my college. I don't have enough to pay for it and neither does my dad. My mom isn't working anymore so it's not like she can help pay. He ended up borrowing money. I always hated the idea of borrowing money. My mom already have some debt and now my dad also have debt too. I'm so anxious I feel like I'm gonna vomit. I want to earn money but I'm not good at anything. The only thing I could even brag about is the fact that my English is near native level, but jobs for transcribing are hard to get and most companies don't bother with translating stuff to or from my first language. This sucks. Money always makes me anxious. This is the worst I don't know what to do. I feel so guilty if only I could live a full life without spending any money