[jessielou]

Hey.

Anyone who knows me will know I’ve lost my fair share of friends to suicide as well as my only sister. But yesterday a friend died, again. I’m in so much pain it’s unbearable. It’s fair to say she was failed by the broken system like many others. And I’m just so sad. I can’t believe she’s gone. And on top of it, it brings back emotions from when I lost my big sister and it all just hurts.

I don’t really know what I’m looking for from this. Just needed to express myself in a safe place.