[SaraCroft]

I think you need to think about what would make you happy. Try not to think about others for a second, be selfish. Friendships are very vital. If you still want to be her friend afterwards, then it will work. You need to talk to her. Communication is extremely important in any relationship. Don't think about the consequences (she'll be mad at you, so on) It seems you really care for her, take the risk. If she get's mad at you, or doesn't want to be your friend anymore, then she wasn't a true friend in the first place. So, talk to her. You will feel much better.