[MadPoet]

Amelia, people do care about you. It's easy to feel otherwise at times, but there are always going to be people in your life who do in fact care about you. I think that often, the biggest problem is that even if other people do care about us, we have a hard time caring about ourselves. And when you can't care about yourself, it's a lot harder to see that there are people in your life who do care about you. What makes you feel as if no one cares about you? Everyone has screwed things up in life. If we didn't screw things up, we wouldn't be human. And what would be useful about being perfect? What would we learned, if we never screwed things up beyond repair? Everyday, everything you go through, makes you that much stronger. You're a strong person, and you can get through whatever it is you are facing - and you do have people who would care if you were no longer here. I know that you do.

Do you have someone that you could possibly talk to about what you are going through? It might make it easier for you to deal with the problems you're facing if you talk through them with someone that you trust. This person you say you care about most, why do you get the impression that they do not care about you? I doubt that this is true. If you're having trouble with them in your life currently, maybe you should talk to them about how you get the impression that they do not always care about you or what you're dealing with in life. I'm sure that anyone you spoke with would do their best to understand where you're coming from. We all feel alone at times, and like no one cares. But the important thing is to remember that these issues you're facing are definitely possible to overcome.

If you ever need to talk, you're always more than welcome to PM me. I'm happy to listen. Hope you feel a bit better soon