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Re: Say something you wish you could say... Volume 2! -
October 25th 2009, 06:30 PM
I act like I hate you, I tell people I hate you, I've convinced myself I hate you. I try to pretend I can't stand the idea of being with you again. But when I see you, I wish we'd never broken up, because I think you're the only person in this world with the capacity to love me. I'm ugly and obnoxious and avoidant and a miserable person all around, but somehow you saw through that. Your new girlfriend is so lucky to have you, and sometimes I wish I was her, but I don't deserve you. I'm sorry I broke your heart, really I am, but I'm too terrified to apologize. I wish we could be friends, but even that's wishing too much.
the silence isn't so bad, til i look at my hands and feel sad
cos the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly
when violet eyes get brighter and heavy wings grow lighter
i'll taste the sky and feel alive again and i'll forget the world that i knew
but i swear i won't forget you
oh, if my voice could reach back through the past
i'd whisper in your ear, "oh darling, i wish you were here"
---- Vanilla Twilight - Owl City
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