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Re: Hurts Too Much To Breathe - January 23rd 2009, 05:40 PM
You aren't fucked up!!! And even if you don't have anything to say, can you listen???

So, when I first read your post a few days ago actually, it feels longer than that, I felt really bad...and then I posted up a message, because I knew that you needed help...you were asking for help...I wanted to help you...and then I started posting a lot more and I started to worry that you wouldn't be here the next day, and it scared me...and I started to feel a little bit better, knowing that you were alive and that I might have helped you in the smallest way...even if I didn't, I don't know if I did or not...And then I started to become more and more scared for your life with ever post i made, and everytime you said you wanted to leave...you can even ask cody, I was freaking out when you got offline like two days ago or something, without saying that you were going to be there the day after...and I cared for you then and it has only increased...If I lose you, I don't know if I am going to make it...because I am not as strong as you are...and if you are gone, I might leave too...


I'm so tired of pretending everything's okay, my tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away.
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