[TheNumber42]

Faith, every part of you wants to leave? Are you sure that there is not any part of you that wants to stay. I mean, you're still posting, why would you even bother if no part of you wanted to stay. And if a part of you does want to stay, no matter how small, then I really don't see how you can make a decision this big, and killing yourself is the biggest decision you will ever make. If there is even the slightest, tiniest, most minuscule shred of doubt in your mind, you really can't do this. I mean, you should be absolutely positive, and since you are still posting, I don't think you are.

And how can you expect me to take care of Siera when I'm not so sure I won't need taking care of. I'll sure do my best, but I can't guarantee anything. You really mean so much to me, I don't want to lose you Faith.