Hello.
Firstly it is great to know that you know hacking into other peoples accounts is wrong, so thats the first step on getting over your addiction.
It is very important that you respect other peoples privacy and personal space.
However, i think you have a paranoya problem ... and it is totally normal to feel curious if people are talking about you. At the end of the day, if people love you or dislike you they will talk or think about you. ... It's just a human thing to do.
Don't worry yourself over things which may not be important. Concentrate on the people who do like you. And if you improve on forfilling your addiction less, i think you would gain so much respect.
Maybe try and stay off the computer for a while.
And maybe you should delete your account??? Maybe deleting it will give less temptation to use it???... Considder this a fresh start.
Chin up and keep smiling