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Re: Dirty Little Secrets. - January 12th 2010, 09:01 PM
The Truth...?

I haven't cried like that in a year and eleven days... Crying so hard it hurts and I want to rip open my rib cage just to let myself breathe. Like my lips are bleeding from biting them so hard and I can't control myself.
I'm so glad you didn't hear the worst of it.
And I'm so sorry you heard a bit of it.
I loved you more than I ever loved him and when he died I wanted to fall asleep on that beach and never let myself wake up.
I refuse to do it again, you know that.
It hurt once, it'll kill me if I have to do it again.
I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I love you.

You are the one, the one who lies next to me,
Whispers "hello, I missed you quite terribly"

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