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Re: I'm a pansy. - January 21st 2010, 03:08 PM

This song seems to describe exactly how you are feeling.

"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway "
breakaway by kelly clarkson

I think its a wonderful thing you want to break the mold. I think that if your family loves you in time they will understand it was necessary to follow your dreams (not theirs) to be happy. You can do it. Make a smart plan, but break away if that's what will keep you alive. You're thinking about ending your whole life, so instead why dont you end your ties with society's pressures to follow a set path?

You're NOT alone. And you're not a pansy.

When the patient's body has betrayed them,
and all the sciencewe have to offer has failed them,
when worst-case scenario comes true,
clinging to hope is all we've got left.