I feel like everything is just falling apart on me. I lost my job and I can't find a new one. I need money. I hate using my parents. Its hurting them too. My boyfriend and I constantly fight and argue. Everyone talks about me. I feel like a COMPLETE and UTTER failure. I have no clue what to do. I try and talk to my friends and they are there but once we stop, all the thoughts come back. HELP