[ThePunkAlien]

I'm a little messed up. I have no idea what you see in me. You act like you like me, don't know if dating or friends. You're throwing me - or seemingly throwing me - signals. Or are you just being nice? If you do like me, I just really hope I don't hurt you. I'm afraid of losing all the confidence and new life I've built, but I'm even more afraid of letting you in and then automatically shutting you out... I just, I've started to care for you too much that I fear I'll subconsciously block you out. God, I just wish I could be a normal guy for you without all this baggage.